A blend of free-form mind matter and some thoughts on the world as we know it

3rd February 2011

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dogwood

Trees Stand, the landscape wallows in their grasp

how can one eat the fruits of the earth? 

what hidden gardens does it have for us?

Distraction….

melodies flood from the brass; catching the wind, 

and tumbling over the vast nothing

my mind has flavor, sweetend by the note

conciousness, writhing back to existance

how can one eat the fruits of the earth? 

consuming and basking in the rich expance

nothing is ours to take

it is truth, one is born to give but driven to take

it is balance, ying and yang, that sparks disire

shade is given, water is taken, symbiot

and listen, for the restless nature of the wind will do nothing but feed your lust

does sound batter your mind? 

guided attacks on your tranquil being

words flow stifly with frustration

connectiong ones brain with a spinning mass

emotion, frustration, language, expression

wind away, and look through into the distance

3rd February 2011

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shudder

It came, like a flood

Since then I’ve forgotten their names 

just another picture up in flames 

where can where go? 

is there anywhere, markless 

without boot heels, pavement

Can we now thread the sea

Will you then wash it from your hands? 

oh god what have we done 

has our hatred left us unspun?

we cannot see the shaking earth

or the cracks beneath our feet 

without the sun, we are one 

another world, we’ll be born 

silence is noise to some 

can it be broken by men without mouths

consume it, welling tears 

confronting one’s fears 

is the easiest of all when, it’s 

the last thing you’ll ever do

30th December 2010

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what good are they

What good are they?

I’ve asked for help, but

They left me behind

It almost haunts me

A distant rhythm

Searching for something

I never expected to be, me

It found, some pleasure

Some bliss, something you lost, then

Found again, maybe a shape

Something flowing, off

My finger, droplets

Lost on the river

Swirling mass, brown blue

Crystalline molecules, dancing

Together like lovers, moving

To some hidden beat, only they

Can hear, so what can you know, of this

This hallow routine,

 Phantasmagoric ritual, seems

So fantastic, unbelievable

What’s next, another discovery?

Some smaller nothing, we cannot see

I’m wary of the future,

A thousand universes in my palm

We are the same infinite complexity

Never expected, human unimportance

Now the light is in my eyes

Shining true, blue, invisible

On the sidewalk they die,

Blacked by glasses, entertained

I look at the children and cry

Has our ignorance abandoned them

To die? Have we all be left behind,

There is something in the food

There is something in the water

Wait for poison, wait no longer

Wait for death, for it takes time

To be killed from the inside. 

13th December 2010

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wind

What does it sound like

when it whips past your ears 

whistling like lips over a glass bottle 

like hate, you cant see it,

only the hell it brings

dance with it, embrace its impermenance 

for a gift one day is a strike the next

7th December 2010

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fuck you

I’m so fucking tired, 

these melodramatic assholes really wear me out

whats to stop a man from throwing fists? 

and how much can someone do before being a slave 

ill hold my fucking breath when the bombs drop 

and watch your fucking corpses burn

5th December 2010

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blood

its there, you cant see it. 

its flowing through the fucking streets of some nameless country 

were so far away, removed from the pain and anguish of most human life

its terrible to know of its existance, and never make an attempt. 

where would one run? where would we hide

because when the bombs start dropping, they wont care about your lawn orniments 

so you better watch your fucking back, because theres knives flying

and a blonde haired girl will toss them for eternity

so i guess i’m lost, trying to find my way in this 

everybody is lost, and everybody is lonely 

but this cold bed is less forgiving 

28th November 2010

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ears ringing

Kentucky, the woods, nowhere

oh right, reality

theres no such thing as silence

its absence melts through my skull

if you look to hard, you wont see anything 

but look into the distance

and hope to see the edges of understanding

23rd November 2010

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It

I’ve had enough, now here it sit

Another day full of shit

getting lit, feeling low

so what happens when I dont know where to go

do I pivot on my boot heels and flee?

no such thing as home, where am I supposed to be?

now I hear sirens coming after me, 

I’m broken, left for dead

dying, regret and dread 

close your eyes, pull, pray for lead

21st November 2010

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pen and ink

Popped collar party, foolishness, beruit. 

harassed by authority, forced into fear 

my tounge spits, damn I wish I was thinkin straight

no bars, thank god

where else would we run? theres nowhere to hide

threats from the men in blue

power trip, suckers

17th November 2010

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stress

the flames lick my fingers, kissing them, drawing out the poison

stress deserts the committed, and swallows the weak

where can one find eternity? is it in the flow of a womans hair, 

or laying at the bottom of my pit of despair

i prepare to dive forth into the abyss

exploring reaches of my emotions that have no limit

will i ever find such serenity again? 

more silent and wholesome than one could imagine

its warmth, like flames, will kiss me into death